You asked for it!

A few days ago I posted a twitter status where people could reply and ask any random question they could come up with. These are some of the questions… (copy and pasted from twitter)

1. How did you choose the name kickaz? Did you go by other names before you settled for kickaz?

I wanted a name that didn’t quite scream SEX  and something that would be easy to remember and short. I had watched the movie Kickass a few weeks ago before I started camming and I though about going with that one… “Kickass” that is, but the name was already taken so I spelled mine with a Z. Then everyone thought I hated Arizona for some reason haha. Maybe I should have gone with “Squirtforyou69xxx”. Yes I have had the username “Kickaz” since my first day of MFC.

2. How many languages (and which) do you speak? Have you ever been to Germany? If yes, which cities? How do you liked it? 🙂 

I speak broken Italian and French and some bad Engrish :D. Yes I have been to Germany and I enjoyed it very much. I went to Munich and I would love to go back.

3. Models on MFC offer different things.. Would you be in favor of a rating system to classify rooms so people know what to expect?

I feel like there can be a lot of problems with this. Most viewers that come on MFC come for the FREE part. If a girl doesn’t get naked for FREE and doesn’t do hardcore for FREE they will likely get negative ratings. God forbid a girl not getting naked or not doing hardcore at all…. Jizzus, they are just a “scammer” then

4. Money or true love ??

I think this is a bit of a black and white question. it’s important to have enough money to survive and being a highly independent person I would need to be able to support myself first in order to be happy in a relationship. I think the term “true love” sounds a bit cheesy but I like cheese so… However to me it’s more about having people in your life that love you unconditionally and you love them the same way. Those people come first! Money can always be lost, spent and made again with enough hard work and determination.

5. What’s your real name ? How old are you ? What’s your adress ?

Gordon Glenn Kickaz/ 26 years old but can go up to 88 some days/ 123 Imlost Lane, Kickland.

6. If you had the opportunity to change MFC in any way, what changes would you make to improve the website and conditions for models.

• Make profiles easier to post on them. It’s a pain in the butt having to create a new graphic for just updating a name on the profile
• Have the option to have contact groups on MFC mail. For example if I want to message all my Diamond members every month I don’t have to spend hours anymore trying to look for them and the new usernames they have chosen. I have almost 4000 contacts on MFC. It’s NOT easy finding you guys!
• Have a yearly Miss MFC contest. I know some models don’t like this but I am a firm believer it will make models work harder instead of just making top 20/ top 100 one month and then disappearing for the rest of the year. More competition means more revenue for MFC as well. If you are not a competitive model there should be an option to not participate in it. Everyone is happy!
• Have a stronger social media presence. I think MFC has so much potential to expand given the social nature of the site. Think something in the line of Sucidegirls or Playboy. It would be cool if they had pages dedicated to interview top models and have their viewers engage more.
• Ohh wait… That’s like asking to find a unicorn that shits rainbows… how about tweeting once in a while when their website goes down… That would be nice.
• They do help with this but it would be so much better for models if they had a more active legal team of people taking pirated sites down. Personally I don’t view nudity as a negative thing. What bothers me is the titles that go with these recordings so the pirates can get traffic. For example a “Hot Sex Kickaz B/G” video is a clip of me drinking coffee fully clothed and not doing anything remotely sexy. Or the colorful language that goes with it…”camwhore, slut…list goes on…”

7. After +3yrs of camming, do you not feel the need for a real vacation (not worcation). Most ppl need even if they love their work.

I generally have always been a workaholic, even before I started camming. I think the most I would want to take off is one week of doing nothing camming related. More than that will make bored out of my mind. The only problem about vacations where I don’t cam is that they are not fun when you go on your own. Most of my friends have full time jobs and can’t take as much time off during off peak times of the year, so it makes it challenging. When I travel on my own, MFC keeps me company.

8. What 3 things are working or make you happy in your life and you would like to do more of?

1. MFC
2. Nature (i love walking in parks, woods, being close to the ocean, lakes)
3. Travel (I would definitely want to do more of it for sure but I hate the part where you have to fly and wait around)

 9. What is your favorite place you have visited? Where would you like to go most if you had the chance and why?

Favorite places: Mexico, Germany and Costa Rica. I would like to see Panama at some point. I heard it’s cheaper than Costa Rica but still a nice place to visit.

10. Hardcore vs non or semi nude – which do you think is the most successful style for a camgirl in the long term and why?

I personally think there’s a lot more options to make tokens starting as a non hardcore girl. If you do hardcore since the beginning and  charge very less for your videos and shows, it makes it really hard to transition into becoming a tease type of model. It also gives viewers very little incentive to tip you more to tease them because they are used to seeing it all anyway. Models have still done it successfully but it was not easy. One of the biggest factors of success is not so much the hardcore and the nudity for MFC. The top models that are consistent have a strong brand and have created a community of followers that will support them not just because they get nude but because they entertain their audience and their fans want to see them succeed.

11. If you could change “anything” what would be ?

I want to get back into working out more and I need to eat more healthy. No more burgers and fries 😦

12. What is your favorite fantasy?

Right now I want to devour a big sizzling yummy burger with crispy British chips (big fries) and then have a glass of beer to go with it… Oh Shit, I almost forgot about point 11 :P. Ok I’ll go eat some steamed veggies… 😦

13. Would love to know your first name. You can answer it in DM so no one else hears your answer.

Will you guide the stalkers to my house too. That would be a nice bonus for them 🙂

14. who is your #1 fav model?

Tony the Highroller

15. Canada is prob safer place to live than lots of countries, have you considered all aspects of new places before deciding to move

Safety is very important to me and I will not move or stay anywhere that I don’t feel safe. Also in my experience some places are safe despite all the media propaganda about them. I think using common sense is important in wherever I go.

16. After your weird, childhood, what is the secret to you being so upscale and free and outgoing. What the secret? I need it.

I just stopped living my life for others and started doing things that make me happy. I have been much more successful and felt much better about my life since I did that.

17. Kinda whats the longest you have went without being laid?

Too fucking long!.. minus the fucking 😀

18. who has been your favourite MFC model to do a joint show with? and who would you like to do a show with in the future?

GinnyPotter. I would like to do a show with her in the future again some day.

19. What made you choose to cam? Why this particular site? 

I had just broken up with my live in bf (was in the process of moving out) and wanted to just kill time online and flirt a bit to gain some confidence. Came across MFC and a few other sites. MFC was the only one that replied. I changed my mind about actually trying it and I just left that email sitting in my inbox for about a week. Then one night I came home from the bars and decided to give it a go. I was on for only one hour and it seemed fun so I decided to keep doing it.

20. How do you deal with the stigma? How do you balance a social life… 

I don’t believe what I do is in any way wrong. If people want to hate me for doing something I love and that can secure me my future so be it! I haven’t had anyone react badly when I have told them I was a camgirl in real life. Even my family knows and they are supportive of it. I don’t have as much of an active social life as I used to mostly because of the night shifts and weekend shifts. I do still make time to go out and see humans that are not just on my computer at least once every couple of days.

22. You know camming won’t last forever; what are you going to do after?

Yes I agree about camming having a very short shelf life. I want to work as much as I can now and then live off passive income. I may need to find something more active to do since it will be a very boring life retiring in my 30s, however I still have lots of time to think about that. As for financial goals I feel like I am on track and I have a very frugal nature. I have always wanted to do help animals. so probably a big chunk of my savings will go towards opening an animal shelter when I do choose to retire.

23. What was/continues to be your motivation to get on cam everyday?

A combination of having a highly competitive nature, feeling passionate about what I do (most of the time) and not deviating from my long term goal of retirement on point 22.

24. How do you separate your cam persona from your true self identity especially when you are recognizable? Is there a disconnect?

When I first started camming and I had to hide it from my friends and family it was very hard. I hated living a double life and I was much happier just camming and I started to avoid people because small talk and having to come up with lies was way too stressful. Then one day I decided to be open with the people that I cared about. It was the best decision ever! after camming obviously. I don’t think I am much different offline than I am online.

25. Do you ever feel consumed by your job as a cam girl. How do you decompress? 

Despite it seeming easy and just a “I’m having fun kinda job” camming can be very draining mentally and physically. First of all having to entertain hundreds and thousands of people and always be upbeat every day for long hours (8h plus some days) it’s not easy. I have chronic back pain and some days smiling is hard but I remind myself that my room is supposed to be a happy place where people come to decompress and forget about their problems. I make it my mission to not bring my problems into the room so In some ways it can be therapeutic for me as well because it helps me distract and focus myself on positive things as well. If my back is really bad I usually just log off for a bit.

I usually do these things when I feel stressed (in no particular order); 1. go for a drive 2. spend time with my dog. 3. pack my bags and travel somewhere 4. talk to my brother or my close friends. 5. Go to McDonalds drive through and eat fries 😀

26. Any plans to eventually start a family? How would you balance finding a man, dating, parenthood and, if you do it still, camming?

I don’t want children and I don’t want to get married. I do want to have a stable long term relationship that is build on trust and respect. If that ever happens they have to understand that camming is my main priority and would have to work our schedule around camming.

27. How did you discover that you had a talent for body painting? When did you first try it?

I had always had an interest for visual arts. I used to draw before but that got a bit boring and then one day I picked up a face painting kit and started experimenting. It was around 10 years ago.

28. who is your favorite visual artist?

I am very bad at following popular culture. I don’t watch TV, don’t follow movies and probably would not be able to mention to you more than 10 known painters. I do really do have an appreciation for realism however. The details some of the artist can produce are truly amazing, especially on portraits.

29. I know this is unlikely to happen but I’ll ask anyway. If you come to Australia can we go out for a drink:);)

Sorry, I don’t meet up in person.

30. How can you prove you exist and aren’t just a figment of my imagination?

I am using computer generated imagery to make myself look like a cute goofy girl. In real life I am a 69 year old dude with a beer belly living in momma’s basement.

31. How many more years do you see yourself camming? How do you think your shows will evolve? 

I can see myself doing this for at least another 3 years. I can’t answer the question about how much shows will change in the future, because I plan my camming based on how the room reacts on a daily basis. When I see smth stops working I sit down and scratch my head for hours until I can come of with something that will work (also because I have a lot of dandruff, and that shit itches like crazy…)

32. What could make you stop camming?

If one day I realize I lose the passion to create new things to entertain the crowds I will probably stop. I don’t see if happening for a very long time though.

33. If you could go on vacation with a famous star ..Who would it Be & Why?

I have never really been the person that would get star struck and frankly I don’t even know what goes on in most celebrities lives. I have heard that some of them can be total assholes so I would want to avoid those types, because a vacation is too precious to be spending it with entitled assholes. Also I would not want anyone that does drugs, because we would have nothing in common. If I had to give a name it would probably be Robin Williams (if he was still alive, RIP)

34. With or without pulp??

With!

35.what part of your personality helps you the most to become a successful model and consistently rank top 10 on MFC?

I think the ability to not blow up at trolls and stay positive helps…..Closes cam “fuckin… piece of crap…. shit, son of a bish!”

36. Where or what do you see on line burlesque to be in the future,,5yrs 10 yrs..etc,,and your place in it?..

I think more camgirls will try to incorporate the art of tease in their shows as time goes on. I think most are too impatient to wait to see results however.